Alot of people see me as such a strong person but when it comes to my mom, I can never yell back at her or say anything when she yells at the top of her lungs at my for not being perfect. She can never understand how much stress i put myself through just to please her. 2 college classes last semester, 3 this semester, 5 in the summer, church, cleaning, and trying to lose weight because she said that she doesnt wanna hear me calling myself fat so she wants me to lose weight. She doesnt know how much everything she says hurts me. I love her dearly and that will never change because of everything she gives me, but never can i lower my standards or my grades because then she will think that im a disappointment..